Waking Up

Last night, I was in bed listening to a podcast. Sleepy, I closed my eyes to concentrate. All at once, I was driving a car. You were with me talking about your day. Laughing, wind in my face, I downshifted into that curvy road we both love so much. Driving and laughing, the sun on our faces, music blasting. I had forgotten how much I loved convertibles and stick shift. Arriving home, greeted by the dog, the two of you ran off into the yard playing fetch. When did we get a dog? Smiling, I opened the door, turning to watch you. Life feels full and satisfying. As the dog runs towards me, I reach for the ball to throw it to you but you’re nowhere in sight. I call out to you. No response. Suddenly, I remember, you’re never coming back. Waking up with a start, morning light falls on your urn. Sighing, I smile wistfully.